"I don't need no love all I need is the DJ"

In life there’s always a whole lot you have to think about, a lot of changes and opinions and attitudes towards things. Personally, I change my mind a lot about being in a relationship. Back in high school I had a boyfriend my freshman year and we went out for a year and five months, but we would always break up and ended back together. One day I finally said enough of all this craziness and broke up with him. After all this I started talking to another guy and we talked for a pretty long time. Then, he asked me to be his girl friend and obviously I said yes; we went out for a year and nine months. The last two months I would really get annoyed when I was with him, I got to the point when I wanted to be single for a while and the reason was because I wanted to go out and party it up with all my friends and not worry about what guys I talk to and what not. So I called it off and I’ve been single for three years now.

 I usually go out every weekend, there’s weeks when I start my partying every Thursday and end Sunday nights I just love to dance. Sometimes I wouldn’t get really lucky though because my parents can be very over protective with me and always think the worst when I go out. I love having a good time and hanging out with my friends when I get the chance.

Recently I’ve thought about getting back in to a relationship because I sometimes want someone there I can sit with, watch movies, and be silly about stuff. Most of my friends have boyfriends or are talking to someone. And usually when I see all this I think a lot and ask myself if I’m really ready to get back in to a relationship, because being single after all these years you kind of get used to the single life; and it’s usually hard to get in to that relationship mode again. But I always tell myself if I really meet someone that I truly see myself with my thoughts would definitely change, so right now I’m just going with the flow, because I’m still young and still want to have a good time and I always say the real party don’t start until your 21 and I have one more year to go so I’ll see what happens.